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DPPtheCreator

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About DPPtheCreator

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  • Birthday 06/26/2000
  1. Secret Santa Signups 2017!

    Yo, homies, sign me up for this Litmas, fam.
  2. Everneth's Seventh Council Nomination: Nominate Here!

    I nominate War
  3. Music Thread

    The Front Bottoms - Twin Size Mattress iDubbbz ft. Boyinaband - Asian Jake Paul Turnover - Super Natural (highly recommend) DNCE - Kissing Strangers (highly recommend) Bruno Mars - 24K Magic Ohio University Marching 110 - 24K Magic by Bruno Mars Taking Back Sunday - Set Phasers To Stun (highly recommend)
  4. Ultra Hardcore Season VIII Signups

    Sign me up
  5. When Did You Join?

    I started playing around the time 1.2 came out, and played on and off until about 1.8/9 when I joined this server.
  6. Everneth's Sixth Council Nomination

    I'll also nominate lopp for his recent efforts in spawn and the roleplay.
  7. If Money Does Not Matter, What Would You Buy?

    I'd buy the entire country of Russia.
  8. Ultra Hardcore Season VII Signups

    I request to sign up for this wondrous event!
  9. Impromptu Council Nominations (Round 2!) Discussion

    I also nominate Daunt
  10. How do you organize your inventories?

    Everyone sorts out their inventories a different way. How do you do it? Here's how mine is. I have my silk pick, sword, axe, shovel, bow, food and fireworks on the hotbar, with two empty spots for doing whatever. I always keep a stack of wood planks, my ender chest, my shield, my chestplate/elytra (based on which one I am using at any given time) and a shulker box in my inventory. The shulker box itself contains spare food and fireworks.
  11. A Statement

    So, there are some things on my mind and my chest that have bothered me for quite some time now. I’d even stretch to say as much as last year. I wish to comment on some of the attributions that some people here hold against me. These being negative qualities that, since my griefing of the test server in November (which I refer to as “the incident”), are a number of member’s ideas of me. This isn’t the only thing of course, and I have done other things in the past that have led to some of these ideas. I’ll go into them in detail below, as I wish to hopefully correct these mindsets about me. While I likely won’t truly change anyones minds, I hope to at least spark some consideration among these people, and ultimately to at least have some thoughts as to the person they knew me as before the incident. Before I dive into discussing those, I want to formally disclose my reasoning for my past griefing of the the test server, and formally apologize for it. I’m not sure if I’ve ever publically clearly stated my reasoning for doing so, so I shall do it here. I griefed the test server because, as my angsty, edgy, immature self at the time, I wanted to “get back” at the server. I was dissatisfied with staff at the time, both in part to decisions made and the people as staff. Due to this, I wanted to leave the server. Before this, I had tried to take a break, but came back to my enjoyment of the community. However, my supposed hatred for staff went above my love for the community, something I find very stupid now. Combining this anger and want to leave, I conspired to grief the server as a way to leave and not be able to come back, as well as “get back” at staff for things they did (that honestly I hardly remember now, I just remember being angry at some things they did, and themselves). I have come to accept the original reasons that I griefed the server for, but at that time, I was quite angry at them, for no particular reason in and of itself. May it be noted that, while I don’t typically show it in regular chat on the server, I do truly hold remorse and regret for my actions then. Even in the weeks following the incident, I wished that I had never done it. I’d begun realizing that I should have just worked past what was bothering me. At that point though, it was too late, and so I slunk into my three month break from the server, before posting my ban appeal (which was half-assed at first due to still presenting my ever-edgy self to the server at the time). As I’m almost certain I haven’t formally yet done so, I am completely, truly sorry for doing this. I wish I’d never done it, and I wish for nothing more than to put it behind me and focus on only good things. Now, that said, my first concern is that I did the incident, alongside other things that I’ll go into detail with soon, for attention. Now, I explained in detail above as to why I did the incident, none of which involved attention. I never desired to do anything like that that would bring me attention. To me, getting attention for something so terrible would be disgraceful, and I’d be even more ashamed for doing so. Separate from this incident, I have also presumed that people assume that I did the, to put it lightly, “gender situation” for attention as well. That was completely not for attention either. I cannot stress that enough, as there are other, very serious reasons for it. To put it simply, the entire situation was me figuring out my identity, and being stupid as to be public with it. If you want to know more about that situation, PM me about it, but I keep the current status of my gender as a whole private. I just wish to state that it was never for attention, it was me being me, figuring out who I was in the eyes of others. Secondly, some people also think that I am blatantly an asshole. I know this, and have acknowledged it multiple times. I know that I’ve been an asshole in the past, and that to some degrees, I still am one. But this is something I am trying wholeheartedly to change. I hate being such a dick, but it’s become ingrained into my personality over the past years. I am truly trying my best to become a better a person, and to be less like I use to be, and embracing change as much as I can. As for whether or not people believe this, I cannot help that, I can only hope that you will believe what I am saying, and that you will take it to heart in your views of me. I also know that I can be a somewhat edgy and annoying person. I also know that I can be a person that doesn’t exactly follow the rules very well. I’ve acknowledged these things multiple times on the server. As with the above, I am trying to change, to become a better person and hold better views, and above all else, be kind and helpful, is all I wish to be. Also with the above, I know that I’m, plain and simple, a shitty person. Why I’ve grown to be as such, I don’t know. But I’ve fully recognized it. I no longer allow myself to knowingly be such a person, and actively try to avoid any temptation to slink back into these shitty habits of mine. Slowly but surely, I know it will work, and perhaps someday I’ll be similar to our very own Professor Dangle. Anyway, to come to a conclusion, I’ll put it simply and truthfully. I want to rehabilitate the image of myself. I have been in this community for a long time, and at one point I was seen a great member of the community like most everyone else, but due to my actions in the past, this isn’t as strong a viewpoint anymore. I don’t want to be a shitty person anymore. I want to be a good person. I don’t want anyone to think I’m making this post and saying things for attention either, that is completely not it. I simply want to state these things, and hope that people will take them into consideration. I don’t want or need replies or acknowledgements, hell, you can act like this was never posted, just please consider what I’ve said, as that is all I ask. I know a lot of this post was probably just repetition and bullshit, but it came from the heart, and I just kinda poured out what I wanted to say. That all said, thank you for reading this post. It’s all stuff that I have wanted to say for so long, but just never got around to doing.
  12. Question Game

    Why are you screaming?
  13. I Feel Accomplished

    Congratulations man! That is one hell of an accomplishment.
  14. Public Wither Skeleton Farm Building!

    I will do my best to fund as many of these materials as I can to aid in the construction of this farm.
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